Need A Break

Whoa...today seemed like a long day but I didn't do much..lol

Woke up pretty early for an RPM class at about 830am, came back home, showered, got online for a bit....then lunch....

Not too long after lunch, my eyes could hardly open...I was sitting on the couch in front of the TV dozing off.. Tried so hard to keep my eyes open but it didn't work I presume. *laughs*

Dragged myself upstairs to my room...and as soon as I hit the bed...the next moment I realised ..I've been in bed for 3 hours!!

There goes 3 hours!

I don't know why was I SOOO tired....haven't felt THAT way in the longest time...and guess what?When I woke up..I still wanted to SLEEP...

If it wasn't for the class I had in the evening, I would have prolly slept til tomorrow!

Went to the Pasar Malam after class to get the kids some candies...and now, I'm HOME...and SLEEEPY! yet again.... *laughs* Not much of a life aye?

Guess my body has finally spoken...It needs rest..Haven't had some in a while... :)

So..

GoodNight

And

Sweet Dreams..

I'm OUT

And after ...

Thanks For This Collage, Rae!

How Does It Feel To Fall In Love Again?

It has been a long tiring day....Just got back from teaching at church...In fact, just got back from having drinks with some girls from church. Fun chatty moments with them... :)

One suddenly popped this question... "Kerry, how does i feel to fall in love?" I looked at her blindly and for that moment...I thought to myself...Omg...you know what girl...I don't recall...I don't remember..Its sad huh?Over these 26 years of my life..I have probably only fallen in love...once?twice? Thats prolly it...

Dictionary defines LOVE as:

1.a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2.a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.

**When was the last time YOU ever felt that way? When was the last time your heart beat so fast when you see that certain someone?When was the last time you received flowers/gifts but all that caught your attention was that special someone?When was the last time you kissed and it felt like you were on cloud 9?When was the last time you cuddled up with someone and wished you'd be in his/her arms forever?When was the last time you held THAT person's hand and wished you'd walk down the aisles with him/her someday?When was the last time you said I LOVE YOU and REALLY meant it?**

*Think about it*

Frankly,I don't remember BUT it would be nice to experience it once again...someday...somehow *winks*

These days I hear people going around telling their (maybe) a week partner "I love you, I can;t live without you"( and all that sweet talkin`) Little do they know that the 3 words "ILOVEU" hold major responsibilities.The responsibility to care for that person, the responsibility to love that person no matter what happens, the responsibility stand up for that person in circumstances and the responsibility to be a source of comfort and strength to that particular person when all else fails.

Like the old sayin` goes 'Action Speaks Louder Than Words' .. Are you READY for all that? If you are, then you're ready to fall in love :)

Look..I'm not talkin` like I'm an expert in LOVE or anything like that...I've had failed relationships that hurt but it don't mean that I've lost hope in LOVE...I believe that ONE day...HE will be GOD-SENT.. :)

One thing for sure, I'm a strong believer in LONG TERM relationships... I totally detest the short term,monthly relationships. I see some of my friends changing partners like changing clothes...First of all..I respect them..I don't know how they do it...Coz as far as I know..nothing hurts more than losing someone you truly love.

Ahh....right..maybe they weren't even in love ANYWAYS! *laughs*

But yeh..when you fall in love, you want it to be forever ..(Sounds like a fairy tale huh?) Well...maybe thats just me.. :)

Standing at a girl's point of view...When a man tells us..I LOVE YOU...we want them to MEAN IT...Girls are sensitive. emotional and simple.All they want is to have the assurance that the man they are with OR going to be with is the man that will be with them through it all. :)

Simply said .

So GUYS...the next time you tell a girl I LOVE U..think about the responsibilities that you have to hold. No kidding!

There are many cases of which women becoming suicidal because the men they were with did not fulfill their promises of loving their partners. Its saddening though... :(

*laughs*

I don't even know what am I writing about but all I know is that :

GREAT PROMISES COMES GREATER RESPONSIBILITIES...

and again..

DON'T FALL IN LOVE FOR THE SAKE OF FALLING IN LOVE.....LOVE ONLY WHEN YOU KNOW ITS RIGHT

I know some of you are gonna tell me... WHO ARE YOU TO TELL US...HOW TO FALL IN LOVE WHEN YOU YOURSELF IS NOT EVEN IN A RELATIONSHIP....

You're RIGHT..So damn right! But at least when I do get in one....I treasure it.... :) That's all that matters....

When the RIGHT one comes your way..you'll know it...may take years...or months...or days...Don't matter...Your HEART WILL LEAD YOU :)

Too much talking as of now....better hit the sack~

And oh....if you're questioning whether if Kerry's in love? The answer is NO...SHE'S NOT!HAHAHA....she's just blabbin' her mind and heart out~

OK

WHATEVER!

Will tell ya'll bout my PRINCE CHARMING when I FIND ONE!

Nite!

xoxoxo

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7

If I Could Turn Back Time

The first time I saw Jawad(the guy on the R)..I shouted "JESUS CHRIST!"...He once had long hair...and was in ALL WHITE...*laughs* scared the crap outta me!

With Juan Martin at Shadows (i think!)
My one and only "PUTA" - go find out for yourself what that means... Oh..She's Mona by the way..Got married after I left! hahah!!
And...again at Shadows...I guess all we ever did was hanging out...Good times!
At Long Beach,Cali with Dao.. I will upload her pic sometime soon..Need to get 'em all sorted out from my other comp
With Amine on his Birthday..I think this was after dinner while waiting for Houmam to get ready to hit the club*laughs*

At someone's commencement with David,Amelia and Jasmine
With Jairo ....somewhere *lol*
Awww...my favs~ This was my farewell dinner prolly 3 days before I left
I'll see you again soon babe!
With Martin again at Chicago's :)

My graduation! HISTORY!
After my 1st ice-skating experience
With my roomie (Magdalena) and Tony at America's Pub...The best times were with HER!!!She was....*laughs*...one WILD gurl..but yet...I HEART U MAGS!
Houmam and Mona's Graduation!
1 tequila,2 tequila,3 tequila FLOOR! hahahah!!! This was taken during our bar hopping night before I left for Malaysia! Awesome buds!

Lots more to upload...but NA...a lil too lazy to do so..

Its amazing how I remembered all these occassions...so clearly...*laughs* I guess I really do miss them all and of course...Wichita! Never thought I'd fall in love with that place...but I guess it grew in me..hahahha!!

If I could turn back..Definitely I'd want it to be back there..and then! But...as of now...I'm happy being here...and am very happy being who I am....

All new..All Changed! :)

the POWER of BOREDOM

I-MADE-THIS-OUT-OF-LOVE-AND-BOREDOM

Sisterhood? *laughs*

After a longgg longgg day.... 5 classes back to back was DRAINING..... came back last night after church and went straight to bed...Couldn't take it no more..

Anyways...here's some of our silly pics again.. :)

Lotsa Love

KerryC

I Feel The Urge...

to tell you... HOW GREAT GOD IS!!

And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose

Romans 8:28

It has been a stressful day. I slept pretty late last night and woke up early this morning. Tried to choreograph the routines for today's classes but my mind decided NOT to work .

Absolutely PERFECT! So I decided to laze around the house and do nothing but just tossing and turning around my bed thinking bout stupid things.I don't know why..I tend to do that alot these days.. Prolly age is catching up...heck...!*laughs* But maybe also because I hardly have time on my own...My life is basically home,gym and by the time I get off classes..I'm already drained and ready for bed~

Life is just..BORING..well..at the moment... *not complaining* I'm happy :)

Accompanied my cousins that just got back from Dubai...had lunch....Came home and thought I'd be in the mood to start the routines..but..yet again..NOOOO....I decided to head downstairs to watch TV (oh wow! something I hardly do) but yeh...WATCH WHEN I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO BE WATCHING but doing something else! Somehow, it was just a plain LAZY day!All I wanteed to do was sit or laze around my bed and do NOTHING!

Finally it was time for gym...then classes....I was there UNPREPARED...but...ahhh...it was funny cos I started choreographing the routine 15 mins before class...Funny...I think I work well under pressure!My mind decided to WAKE UP and start working!Silly darn brain! HAHA!

All in all, classes went well...Fridays seemed a lil quieter now..Not as many people at the gym no more..I wonder what happened?*laughs* Gym felt like a dead town..But then again..Who would wanna workout on a Friday night when they'd rather spend their time watching movies,drinking and clubbing...AHHHH....teens these days! (on an old woman's stand point of view) *laughs*

After class I decided to follow a friend to his dance studio to meet his manager (who tried calling me weeks ago but never got thru). Awesome dude! At first I was debating whether to take this offer or not. Manager asked if I was interested and told me to state my price...I told him the price and without any hesitation...he said..OK..done DEAL...I was like "WHAT!?"...You cant be serious? I took the offer immediately! Its crazy!

And guess what?

I've been wanting to have a kids' dance team..

YOU PRAYED FOR IT, YOU'VE GOT IT!

*laughs*

Well not exactly HAVE a dance team..but its a good stepping stone.. Its a great satisfaction watching kids learn from basics to pro in dancing!This dude offered me to teach dancing in a Chinese school for kids between the age of 5-12. Although I don't speak Chinese but I do believe...that the body will speak for itself!!!

These kids are wonderful!

All these offers start October!

I always believe in sowing and reaping...I see the fruits now.. It can't get any better~ :)

Anywayssss

Met Stella afterwards...had a good chitty chatty time with her..Luv u girly..Its always nice talkin` to you!

My day started off pretty disastrous...Ended Perfectly.. :)

GOD IS GOOD

HE HAS NEVER FAILED US!

I JUST CAN'T STOP BOASTING ABOUT THE GOODNESS OF GOD!

AMEN!

xoxoxo

l.o.v.e

Hold Me In Your Arms

Never Let Me Go

P.S A Must Watch

I just got done watching this movie from 2007 - P.S I Love You. Moved me to tears even from the very beginning. Loved Hillary Swank and no doubt her movies have never disappointed me. I've read bad reviews regarding this movie but I thought it was rather mild and touching.Maybe I'm the kind who loves sappy love stories but hey, you don't lose anything watching 'em. If you're one who loves 'Romantic/Love stories' with a touch of laughter to it...I advise you to watch this. Simply awesome! Get your tissues ready tho`.. *laughs*

P.S I LOVE YOU :)

little things

Life does not have to be so complicated

Its the little things that make you Happy