Its 1245am and I'm still blogging..I know I should be getting my butt to bed at this hour but I guess the Green Tea's takin` effect. Its alright..at least I can still blog while talking to Steffie and Catrina.
It was 8 months ago when I thought everything was oh-so-perfect! But I guess most good things..do come to an end aye?
2008 was predicted one of the best years one could ever have...I don't know why and obviously do not know WHO in the world pedicted that! I thought I'd stick with the fact that 2008 will be a good year but somehow things went the other way around. For 7 months...I looked day after day to see what's so great about 2008 when everything that was good went haywire.
At the beginning of the year, I lost some friends due to some misunderstandings between us. It was all complicated that left me pretty much speechless. I don't even wanna' recall. Mid of this year, I lost the closest person to my heart..My grandma...It was hard for me to get used to the fact that she's not longer with us..even til this very day..thinking about her makes me sad..But it puts a relieve in my heart to know that she is now, in a better place....
A few months later when I thought everything was goin' the right direction...Unexpected things just happened..I need not specify whatever that has happened but it has made me broken.
The highlight throughout these few months was HILLSONG CONFERENCE...The experience was priceless! First of all, it has indeed changed my life and I cannot stop saying that! Its just truly amazing how God works! The outpouring of the Holy Spirit that is happening in Sydney is happening here! I'm so excited! :)
Anyways..yea...when I left Malaysia for Australia..there are many things that I had to think about...relationship wise...with friends and close ones... I dont always believe in 'sayings'...but when the term.. "Out of sight, out of mind" is concerned...I'd have to rekon..its more than true. I'm not saying that my friends have forgotten me or anything like that..I'm just sayin` when you leave...something or somewhere..something new takes place. Its sad to know...at certain times..but we all ought to know its for the best...
Its gonna take me a zillion years to write em all down.... so..I won't... I guess I just wanted to write...or rather...speak my mind...
Some days have been hurtful, some are disappointing....no doubt..some are happy days..but most of all...all my days are blessed! :) Amen!
Y'know...According to Joyce Meyer...God is a God of progression..you cannot hold on to the past and expect God to do something new in your life... Its either you let go and let GOD...or just don't move on.. That is our first step of faith! If you don't want to change and let the past be history...your life would be miserable..guaranteed! My goodness..am I preachin` or what?
But yeah...The past is history...whatever that has happened, leave it be...move on..know that there's a brighter bigger future ahead of you..Thats at least what I tell myself everyday to keep it goin`!Hey..it works!Nothin in life is simple...people come and people go in our daily lives..Some just leave footprints...Oh well....this IS life..somehow complicated...but fun..Its a journey..not a destination...Journey where you go through hurdles in life, make choices...do silly things and all..Its all cool! God gave us this journey in life to make and mould us to be a stronger, better person! There are many times I wanted to give up in many things...No doubt whenever that happens...Remember.. "I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH"..... :) Its not THAT difficult...Trust in the ONE above....and live life with no regrets! C'mon..life's way too short to be regretting the past! Look back and smile...know that there are better things in store for you!
As for now.. Just to let ya'll 'concerned' people know..I'm well and happy...So don't have to worry about me! I'm in HIS hands! :)
xoxo
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